There’s this really sweet feeling that comes when a dear friend confides in you. Be it over really personal issues, or others that matter much to them. Not that you wish malevolence on them, to the extent that they must resort to yourself- but it’s just very nice to know they consider you worthy of their trust in times of adversity.

It's also really nice when you're told someone's most-regarded  list of close friends is inclusive of you. 

Ice skating was so very fun today. Minus the fact that im so novice it's not funny x) I only stacked it twice.. which isn't too bad- half the time is spent squealing or like clinging onto the closest individual.. haha nah not really. Anyways, the ice rink is a must go-back to place, surely- next time I must take someone [ I already have in mind whom] with me (: Actually, no- I'll get better first, then take him there. LOL If I ever see the day? x)

Following the ice skating, Jo & I went city whilst the others dispersed back to Banks. We stuffed ourselves and bought new bags for this year. We walked in a big circle, because that girl is oh-so lost. (: muaha. Today was heaps of fun hehe.

School resumes in two days.. how exciting. 

Vy.





  

Wow, the 8th has come amazingly fast and so does the passing of our holidays,  whose end is rapidly approaching.
Sweet. ^^ 
Um I didn't do much at all today, we had tutor when we're not even suppose to.. 
I mean it's a Monday, c'mon. 
I won't be coming tomorrow, but hey have fun Vic & others~      (:

Vy.


  

Proven Myth ~ Shopping really works wonders to shoo away any blues you may possess.
Well maybe it's a psychological thing, you so desperately want to feel better you'd tell yourself anything. LOL Even if it's telling yourself that black top is an oh-so adorable must have, hence siezing it from the rack. It's all good x)

But what can sometimes work just as miraculously (minus the financial sacrifice) is talking to the right person. 
It's as if they're the lynchpin of resolving your troubles or something. And just miniumal conversing ultimately cheers you up x) All problematic things come to an end.  

An extra tutoring day added to this week, how torturous is that! One less day for going out, which leaves me for. . a maximum of three more going-out occassions, and that's pretty much it. 

Today was a hideously long day. But all that was needed to be done has been done, thank god. There comes the confirmation that places such as the BIRU is definitely where I don’t wish to work in future. It’s like the isolated, most depressing unit of the hospital, maybe apart from the Mental Health Clinic- which probably is more vividly disheartening than anything else.

Kelly told me that her family organizes concerts such as the recent PBN talent show one, only last Saturday and OH MY GOD, she got to hang out with Roni & MTD. How so, so jealous I am, they’re like two of my fave. singer-guys! LOL ): Roni taught her how to dance back stage and they took photos together too. Knew I should’ave shouted out that I wanted to go to their concert, but it’s a bit too late now ):  Oh well, there’s always next time .. hopefully ? x-x Yes, there must be *nods. (: 

I soo still have the second Lee Hom song Kevin sung stuck in my head - I'm searching like mad to find the name so I can get it for myself (so there's no need to resort to his fab. singing- which I dont love xD ) . Yeh, even if it's been a day since..Savee me already. X)

Vy.

Chem&Phys exams back today and again hammered by the usual geniuses; what fun x)
Prefects announced and hooray, i fluked this one too ; how super awesome ~ xD 
Can't wait until the most-anticipated thursday, it's not too far away (: 

` 
Vy!

 

How in sync we are. I felt the need to blog today as well. I love you Vic.

I’ll be strong in spite of whatever, especially after the reassurance.

You stole something important from me today. But I stole yours back. So we’re even. (:

2007,8th of the 9th.

<3Vy.

Today was rather uneventful? Another night without msn (with many to come), manageable but it does feel strange without. So we have our extension speeches tomorrow and I've barely progressed with mine, for with only a limited understanding of the primary texts- it is difficult to speak about it for a whole five minutes. 

What's better than to kill time on a long blog entry. Okay, so maybe I would have been more productive had I chosen to go library this arvo. One wrong decision made. 

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The past few days have brought with it much contemplation and thought. Know those times where you just wana shut your eyes for a moment, undisturbed for thought? Yes, it's sort of been like that. And today, a discovery makes me further think since I am a novice in my dealings with such circumstances anyway. Silly as this sounds, I thought of The Lovesong of J.Alfred Prufrock, especially the line where Elliot writes  "decisions and  revisions"    -alright, so a boring poem it was, one which we all sighed heavily at .. but after all.. he's only measuring the pros and cons to ensure what is best happens.. for himself, and those who surround. 

Let us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherised upon a table;
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats. ..

What I admire is the fact that he's willing to uphold this state of paralysis. Fear of change or action, you may perceive it as- but I am sure at times we ought to be in his shoes. Personally, for me at current. And at least he endures no pain, for it is empty and there is not much, if anything to feel. Igorance is bliss, they say. Should that not make him the happiest person?

So if I must allude a real life scenario to the Lovesong.. I'd selectively be the patient who feels nothing, again ignorant and unconcious ( I believe I am half way there?) for he/she is away from it all, uninvolved and free from blame. And perhaps the effect of the ether soothes any pain if already evident. I don't think so much as to wish for 'you and I' to happen- not at the expense of anyone other.  

I guess when you sense that 'tis not right, then it musn't be. Then why so would you initiate change? Prufrock is forever right. Intervention to what is meant to happen can never be a good thing, or so I don't believe anyway.

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``Troubles are made for you to brood over, and after much contemplation is there anything in which I am for certain? No, closure is far from here.

PS. Vic, email me when you're on will you?




 
  

They met in a hotel in New York City.

She was a hip young rock star from LA—newly discovered and heavily promoted—on a sixteen-city tour of the States selling her new album.

He was also on tour, but it was a wholly different kind of promotional trip.

She went on Letterman.

He did interviews on local cable channels.

She went on Howard Stern.

He did a syndicated late-night radio show—a midnight-tilldawn sit-in.

She had stretch limos to take her around.

He took cabs. 

 
``* Commentary: So now I have my very own fairytale,  thanks to VU who purposely dedicates to feed my apparent , so-called 'sentimentality'. xD Suprisingly, he too must write a fairytale which reflects contemporary society. Love it! (:

The Rock Princess and the Thriller Writer.

Dedicated To… Huynh Ngoc Vyvy

20/08/2007